Epic Rant # 1
Sometimes I think about the disappearing act and if I can actually pull it off and how feasible it could be. Almost like poof and making the exit, the audience being in awe. When one feels reality is merely an impostor and that nothing is what it seems or that what seemed true some time prior maybe nothing but an abundance of questionable questions with newly realized knowledge. To disappear on a stage there is a need for a distraction. Like a smoke pellet and then a trap door. Deception and theatricality are powerful agents. Rachellllllllllllllll....(raspy Christian Bale Batman Voice). Disappearance in real life. Maybe google it. Why do I want to disappear? Like disappear legally? or kind of like Batman? or a magician? Disappearing sounds cool.
Google: "How to disappear", Wikihow knows everything. Viparyaya stems from false perceptions through thoughts that are not correct, one of the five kleshas in Yoga. Yoga is interesting. Its not just what western society terms as stretching or asanas. Theoretical aspects of Yoga are foundational to many streams of knowledge we know today. Worth probing more into it. Sage Patanjali the Swayambhu!
Have to head to mall to buy winter boots. Not for me. First snow. Nice. Load the sled in the trunk. Go sledding after the mall. Won't it get dark? Winter late afternoons are more like summer midnights. Plus coyotes... snowy darkness. Not good. Not safe.Early night fall. Mall parking, hope there are spots, its black Friday weekend. Park near The Bay? or Urban Behaviour at the back? Access to The Bay from underground parking with that stop sign is too annoying. At the back by Urban Behaviour. Cool. Empty parking lots there is an artistic beauty to it. They are nice, you can park anywhere you want without a worry or having to find a spo.
Hmmm... Ghost of Tsushima is such a nice video game! Wonder what is for dinner? Lunch was nice. The khandvi was good. Nylon khaman was a bit dry. Refrain from buying Nylon Khaman from that shop again. Oh the visuals in that game. PS5 hardware is something. PC quality, the PCMR might get at me for this but who cares. The game is an eyecandy. 4k 60 fps . Mummy was talking about pizza dough. Maybe home made pizza is on the menu.
Its is just interesting how sometimes, the reality one sees before themselves is too difficult to believe as real because one has always believed that reality is distorted with fictions of our minds and our thoughts. What the reality is maybe truly a set of events happening. Simply happening, without purpose? Not everything has to have a purpose or intention. Maybe things just happen without reason or rationale? Maybe there is no sense of causality for certain evens taking place. Perhaps the event taking place is the first cause, a beginning.
Maybe like a disappearing act that is performed on a stage. It is happening for the first time. No maybe that does not make sense, because a disappearing act has been performed many times. Yes, but its the first time that it is happening in that space for the audience members. Even if those who have experienced it before, that sit in the audience, it is still the first time happening in that space and it is happening for the sheer purpose that it is part of the act and to entertain. Technically it is happening for the first time for those people there. The act does not know the audiences have seen it before. The act does not judge. It merely does its thing.
How does a disappearing act tie into causality? The act of disappearing as no effect. It is merely a disappearing act. Nothing happens after the performer disappears, but a moment of awe. Then poof. Nothing.
I feel I can go on to write more about this and go on tangents but tonight, lets disappear...Poof...